Mike, I'm kind of worried about you. You're getting worked up over something that upsets you and instead of concentrating your efforts on making yourself happy at CF, as you mentioned in another thread, you keep complaining to us on our fan site.
If you hate SDC so much, you're going to need to get your mind off of it for a while. Perhaps you should log out and find a CF fan site. Better yet, create one yourself. We'll all be relieved to know you are not going to have a stroke.